i have an interview tml,and im not so looking fwd to it

only reason is that the place was terribly F-A-R.
if you were the type that gets car sick easily,you probably threw up during the trip.and if i really were to work there,imagine i have to get up latest at 6am and starts the journey before 7am.

this is nothing but a total TURN OFF!
besides on the minus side,how would i be able to teach tuition after work?there is no single bus that would take me back to TPY,and perhaps more imptly,it is gonna eliminate all the great chances of seeing Jason altogether.imagine his school is at YCK,training at TPY,works at Orchard,stays at Bt.Panjang.and im all the way at Admirlty east or west.

so really...i am not so enthusiastic about the whole interview tml.although i would HATE to give up a job coz that big damn a**-hole brother of mine is starting to jeer me just because he thinks i got this bigger than my head attitude(when really i only applied to him) and i have ZERO chances of surviving out there on my own.
what a F*cker!if he is by chance any capable,he wouldnt have to wait till now and still count on agencies for a job.
now that he had got one,lets just wait and see how long can he hang in there..THIS TIME round.

no matter what..i just hope tml interview is a success,i wouldnt wanna make my trip a waste.but hitching that job or not,i will just let it be.
not that i think plenty of jobs are waiting for me there,but really,the accessiblity and the long dist consequences are major bumps.